In just a moment
I knew—But I was lost in your eyes
So I said it didn't matter,
That you were never mine to keep.
I basked in the heaven of your smile
Ignoring the hell in my heart,
While I waited with bated breath
for you to go.
Foolishly, I handed over my soul,
until there was no turning back.
But much too soon
Truth reared an ugly head
And my heart was broken,
Bleeding drop by drop
Into a cavity of despair.
Yet still I deny
What I know to be true
There is no freedom,
My heart's destiny lies unfulfilled.
A bleak forever awaits