You’ve got a lure I can’t deny. I don’t think I could ever completely kill the love I have for you. You pierce my heart so deep the needle is stuck too deep to reach without destroying part of me. You made sure I loved you. That I could never be without you. But thank God you’re never asking the tight questions. Right now I want to be far away from you. Are similarities are hard to deny and that kills me. I don’t want to be anything like you. I don’t want my marriage to be like yours: one sided and your emotions unyielding. I hope someday our relationship could change and I could adore you again. But for now it’s probably best that we surround ourselves with a deafening silence.